YOUAREMYSUNSHINE

2010-02-18T23:53:00.000-08:00

i gonna start a battle soon , a real battle

seriously i don have confident of winning

im afraid im not strong enough t fight alone

many ppl told me i might not be the one losing

that's just a consolation

feel appreaciated .

no matter what be firm & confident are the key !

he's gonna get wad he should deserve !

2010-01-28T12:30:00.000-08:00

sorry for being so attitude just now .

thanks for still being patient with me

i know it's unfair t you

compare my pain & yours, you're more miserable than me .

sincerely sorry .

2009-12-11T01:17:00.000-08:00

GRR !

was extremely fcuk up last night .

boyf & i went to five stars & bought 2 tickets on wed

as we already told the person we want it on FRIDAY NIGHT

& she said thus night ?

we corrected her is friday not thurs

and then she still put THURSDAY NIGHT !

FAINTS ! MISS CHEENA YOU DON UNDERSTAND PROPER ENGLISH IS IT ?

& now we gonna waste our 124 bucks

because they can't do anything

i really pissed off till i got nth to say ! _l_

& now we're so worry tat we cant get the tickets towards penang today as it's so last min

ARGHHH !!

anw we're at fault too

our blurness again ._.

didnt check carefully before i sign GRRRRRRR !

2009-11-28T05:07:00.000-08:00

manshe went for gromming ytd

the ppl finished groomed her ard 11plus in the morning

called me to fetch her

in the end i woke up at 2pm

reached there at 3pm ! LOLL

im such a bad owner i know

let my poor manshe waited for hours ><

when i reached there she was so stoned over there

waved & calling her name at her but no reaction

LOL !!

i even thought i waved at the wrong doggie

but it's not ! is manshe( :
look at my angle & daydreaming HAHA

& the worse part comes ....

everybody looked at manshe & praised she's cute cute cute

the next moment she pee in the middle of the ground

many passerby looking FAINTS

must be thinking im such a uncivilized owner

letting my dog just pee >

then next she wanna poo poo !

of cos no way man

i carried her & run

but her shits dropped at the same time

mabel saw the whole situation

she said the shits dropped

i kicked it flew out then i even stepped FAINTS !

it's damn happening can ?

she just laughed non stop lah

like nobody business

& yes, im pro in doing stupid things LOLL !

manshe hugging on me<3

so sweet .

2009-11-26T14:04:00.000-08:00

I SMILE I LAUGH I CAN BE INSANE LIKE THE PAST !

I USED TO LAUGH MADLY WHEN IM DRUNK !

CYCLING CAN MAKES SMILE INSTANTLY

I MISS I MISS I MISS !

FCUK FCUK JUST FCUK OFF !

NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND

EELIN HOONG YI LING !

JUST DON BE BOTHERED BY HER OKAY ?

YOU KNOW YOU'RE RIGHT WILL DO

NEED NOT ANYONE TO STAND YOUR SIDE

IF PPL THINKS IS YOU THEN BE IT

( : ( : ( : ( : ( : ( : ( :

2009-11-25T09:11:00.000-08:00

mango suppose to bring pudding to my place ard 1plus today

but both pf us overslept

woke up at 3 in the noon FAINTS !

then met mango at np for only 30mins LOLL

TRENDY MANSHE !

2009-11-24T23:55:00.000-08:00

manshe managed to cheer me up

she's too cute lah !

LOOK !

SEE THE FOOD AS IF SEEING GOLD

EYES POPPING OUT .

2009-11-24T15:13:00.000-08:00

NO MORE ENDURANCE TOWARDS YOU PAULINE YEO!!

seriously you're bothering me & im not the one bothering you

you're the one giving yourself troubles & not anyone

wake up your mind you're 30 years old

no need a kid to teach you what to do right ?

watching me picking the song

yet deleted the song infront of me

WHATTHEFCUK IS OUT THERE !?

are you trying to piss me off or smth huh ?

asked me go up to lvl two but not anyyone ?

fcuk ! isn't obvious that you're aganist me ?

HAHA WHAT A FCUKING JOKE !

seriously i really thinks you changed or all the while you're being like this

just i didnt realised ?

im so dumb man got cheated by you of thought tt you're my good friend ; nice person

good friends don do fcuking stuffs behind my back

good friends will be frank on wadever things

good friends will nvr get angry bcos of peanut matter but will get only pissed off

good friends will want to salvage the friendship if there's anything goes wrong in between us

good friends will nvr say smth which is not true

good friends will nvr find faults on the other party when you already know she had done her best to be a good friend

& you as a "good friend" had not done all the lists above

so you're obviously a friend whom don worth anything from me

even a smile !

__l__

2009-11-21T00:51:00.000-08:00

things getting worser

because of your harsh tone

i nvr want things to be like this

i had already explained my part

it's up to you to believe not

you're making me pissed off at you now

tired of saying sorry , explain myself & pleased you

don make it as if you're fcuking nice to me

as i already told you tell me straight infront my face

don talk things behind my back

it's very irritating

to me is gossiping not settling things

you know yourself better than anyone

you know wad you want & wad's in your mind

you can say anything you like

but don you feel guilt when you said ?

twist the story ?

said smth which i nvr even say or did it

fcuk!

how old are you man ?

you not longer a kid

remember this !

if im at fault i'll surely apologise

if not i'll stand up for myself !!

2009-11-18T12:51:00.000-08:00

I'M NOT HAPPY !

DRUNK ! UNCONSCIOUS ! BLEED !

drank tgt with cc & leiseng at yishun coffee shop

aunties & uncle of the day !

drank total 5 bottles of heineken

singing when we were on our way back home

craps , happy stuffs unhappy stuffs were all said out

SHIOK MAN !

WE'RE ALL NOT HAPPY

BUT WE'RE STRONG !

2009-11-17T14:55:00.000-08:00

very lazy to blog again .

everyone are like a emo shit nowadays & so am i

dislike it ! damn damn dislike .

i don understand why shld i get so emo over her ?

she don even worth it man .

yes ! my fault for being always late and blurr

but is there a need for you to be so pissed off

till you don even want to bother me

talk to you as if im talking to myself

smile to you as if im smiling to the air

it's seriously fcuk upp can ?

wad's the prob now ?

the prob is lies on who ?

you or me ?

im trying very hard to please you yet wad i get ?

fcuk up attitude

come on , im not your boyf or anyone shld tolerate all these shits

im just a friend to you

a true friend will nvr did this to his or her best friend

you even said im your best friend

guess you already forgot that you said it before

as i see & think back

i don think i did anything that really major which makes you pissed at me till now

if you really treat me as one

you would want to solve things out & talk to me isn't it ?

but wad you're doing now is

avoiding me or even gossip abt me ?

idk . you know it yourself

think abt yourself before you speak

don slap your own mouth( :

2009-11-16T03:43:00.000-08:00

i hate myself
fcuking hate GRR
hate myself for being blurr
hate myself for being unreasonable at times
hate myself for being don know anything
hate myself for being useless
i guess there're so misunderstanding between us
wanna solve things out ended my blurr-ness cause everything ruin
i guess you must be very piss with me now
im sorry , sincerely sorry
other than saying sorry i really donno what to say

2009-11-13T12:27:00.000-08:00

& YES! finally ting ting upload our insane pics( :

too may pics already LOL

were so insane on tt day .

shopped tgt with cc & ting at far east

after tt went to one of a ktv pub at serangoon garden

was damn high after drinking one tower of beer & not sure wad really happen

i only know brusies are over ><

sorry if i hurt anyone & thanks for taking care( :

2009-11-12T13:47:00.000-08:00

how i wish boyf is here for me now .
i seriously cant be alone now .
my tears keep flowing non stop FCUK !
i hope it's a misunderstanding .
there's too many things that made me lead into conclusion .
i feel that you dislike me , you don treat me as before .
if you really treat me as one of your bestie why cant you just be frank ?
i can accept the fact .
i hate myself being like this FCUK FCUK FCUK !!
THIS FEELING JUST FCUK OFF CAN !?
& brownie left already back to her own owner
I MISS HER MUCH !
can someone aggitate me now ?
make me laugh like crazy now !

2009-11-06T05:03:00.000-08:00

ytd before gg to lebar meet mango 2plus at np

went to get manshe & brownie stuffs .
then acc her to winsland house interview
that's was loreal company office LOLL .

after tt we went shopping at fareast

bought a new high heel & dress LOVE IT !

but high heel got mild damanged

fell from the stairs & sebes saw it FAINTSS !!

got high at lebar last night .

smiling & laughing non stop .

no idea wad am i laughing at too ._.

& i really thinks GUYS ARE FCUKING JERK !

they will nvr know how to cherish the love one

& nvr get satisfy enough of having one woman by their side .
got girlf still wanna xian xian xian
really feel sad for your girlf .
i hope this is a misunderstanding but too sad to say this
it's not .
HORRIBLE TYPICAL GUYS .
really gonna get it from me when i see you .

hate it .

that's what we girls normally do( :
DA ZI LIAN HAHA !

2009-11-03T00:16:00.000-08:00

got a mild quarrelled with you last night .
i only will be reasonable when i chill down
& start to think that im really such a unreasonable girlf FCUK !
me, myself doesn't want to flare up so easily too
i just cant help it . i gets jealous easily !
i cant stand any girls idk at all close to you
at the same time compared to both of us im more jialat than you
yet im throwning temper at you .
WHATTHEFCUK !?
cc always is my reminder.
reminding me think before i flare up
whether is it worth to be angry over a peanut matter
& my ans is NO
i seriously really feel like cry out loud
i find myself got a very extremely big prob
but im still stuck at here , didint change at all
the more you treat me well, the more i'll take you for granted
no matter how unreasonable i am
end of the day you still will forgive me, avoid the same thing happen although there's no need to avoid
because it's a PEANUT MATTER !
i hate myself for being so unreasonable
i always want to be winner end of the day
although i know im wrong , i just want to win
i guess no other guys expect you can tolerate me
& you even want to hold me tightly tells everyone you got such a good girlf & feel bless that you got me
this is the last time im gg to tell myself
i will want to control my temper
give you some pride
i change for myself & not anyone( :

2009-11-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

HEADACHE HEADACHE !
BROWNIE , my mom's friend dog
she went for holiday so need us to takecare of her
but at the same time she wants to give away brownie & idk why

NAUGHTY BROWNIE !

brownie really very hyper , very diff from manshe
really not used of taking care of hyper dogs LOLL
& she got the habit of slping on sofas or bed
but my popo don allow her to do so
got to really smack her !
my bed height is abt my thigh length & brownie is just abit bigger than manshe
she can just jump up & down as and when she likes FAINTS
i got to add one more mattress on top to make it higher ARGHH !
QI SI REN LER !
& brownie will bite one
she don like ppl carry her
unless you carry her from the back , a fast one
then she wont bite FAINTS .
cc also cannot take it
i really meet my match , surrender to her
serve me right for being nasty all the time RETRIBUTION ! LOLL
& poor brownie that she got alot rashes
got to bath for her & apply medeicine for her .
no idea wad's her owner doing

sweet right ?
im too too shagg already .
cc took this photo( :

2009-11-01T23:15:00.000-08:00

my first time celebrating halloween night this year . supposedly gg to double O tgt with lynn & guys ended upp went to work lebar LOLL
but it was super fun ! all of us don seems to be working but playing , enjoying ><
pauline was super hot ; a witch outfit
as for me theme of catwoman ; I KNOW IT DOESNT REALLY LOOK LIKE
meet meimei to straighten my hair as you guys see end of the day
my hair was in a mess THANKS GIRL ANW !( :

everyone was damn high
including me LOLL but this time round im not drunk just feeling happy !
more pics to upload SOON( :

2009-10-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

im so super lazy to blog nowadays .
sun i don feel like working lebar
cos a chihuahua will be coming my place !
im so extreme excited to see wad's manshe reaction will be when she saw the chihuahua HAHA .
& halloween night !
idk where to go ><

2009-10-26T23:26:00.000-07:00

MANSHE MANSHE( :

manshe is getting possessive now .

she don allow anyone come near me including boyf !

this morning pouring milk for boyf & he just sayang me on my head

manshe was like barking non stop CRAZY !

then i touched boyf's thigh manshe also barked non stop FAINTS

& i suggesested to hold boyf's hand guess what manshe did ?

SHE CRIED !!

OMG . i really got no comment & she keep on stick to me.

HAHA . so cute( :

gonna prepare to meet pauline now( :

2009-10-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

aww i slept 7am this morning again .
had been continuously sleep in the early morning for 2 weeks .
ytd evening met mango & elden to ssc .
had our dinner at here

TOFU, YUMMY( :

we were eating & watching the 下一站幸福 in the cafe LOLL
as if we're at home sia >,<
after that intended to eat ice cream but too full HA
& our next stop to daiso( :
wanted to get my laptop casing from there but nice one too small
big one ugly ) :

the fisherman auntie HAHA !

were so crazy in daiso .
INSANE !~
after that we intended to watch movie tgt with pauline ended upp too lazy slack at sunplaza mac
& home ard 12plus .
then then then after my bathe & prepare to blog
amilia asked me if wanna go clarje quay join cc & tingting ? FAINTS !
at first was abit reluctant but still go in the end .
amilia i hope you enjoy your night ytd( :

im too shagg already .
i drool in the cab HAHA

2009-10-23T14:32:00.000-07:00

it's indeed a happening night today .

celebrating steph's bday @ powerhouse
before gg up to PH we guys met at mac to have a meal & slacking
& i'm ting's free launch make-up artise today :x
took ard 30mins in the handicapped making up for her LOLL
guys outside were so impatient >.<

this is how they cock ard

they were playing with my make-up FAINTS !

very bo liao can !?

guess wad's these ?

FCUK ! it's her birthday cake

gg to 200bucks de bday cake

SOO ENVY !

& then the chill out time !( :

ah ping & boyf

jiejie, peining & thunder

eelin, meimei

peining & eelin

ting , eelin & drunk boyf

SEE! boyf was getting drunk already

kiss me suddenly when i was taking pics with ting LOL !

but i like it( :

the boyf & girlf !

causing of highness & became a drunk asses.

TWO DRUNK ASSES

dancing at the smoking area -.-

POWER OF GIRLS !

after all the nonesenses boyf was drunk

vomitting & vomitting ...

supposedly he shld be the one who look after me ended upp im looking after him LOLL .

really had a hard time taking care of boyf .

is like the cab stopped very near my block , less than 50 steps & we're home

but he's just too stubborn, no matter how i pulled him or shouted at him

he die die also wants to throw up all outside then step into my house . FAINTS

ended up we spend 1 hour under my blk >.<

& now finally boyf was asleep , very soundly( :

i hope no hangover for him tml morning

goodnight dear .

love you , sweet dreams ❤❤

LASTLY , MY TO DO LIST FOR TML !

1.BATH MANSHE

2.SWEEP THE FLOOR

3.MOP THE FLOOR

4.TIDY MY ROOM

5.CHANGE ALL MY BEDSHEETS

6.COOK FOR BOYF

7.PLAY HARD !

2009-10-23T01:38:00.000-07:00

OMG . i got hang over this morning .
surposely be on the way for supper then home after lebar ytd
ended upp jamine, vivian, pauline & guys( idk them) wanted to club @ sembai RANDOM CAN !?
kinda being force to go, wanted to inform boyf but mobile was flat . faints.
& their way of drinking is very damn different .
they just drink the martell bottle for like 3secs then 5secs
& vivian is the one who keep forcing me
she just want me to drunk & yes i did drunk
i only can rmb i cant sit still, taking many silly photos with them & jumping here & there
& i even vomitted in jamine's friend car. i was like WHATTHEFCUK !?
at first jamine gave me her paperbag, i vomitted & guess wad happen next ?
the paper bag was torn & my vomit was like everywhere !!
i just open the car door which was just beside me wanted to throw the paper bag out
my thinking is i don want to dirty the car
but they keep screaming & yelling saying "CLOSE THE DOOR QUICK"!
OMG . im horrible can ?
no more drunk & hang over anymore .
got phobia of it already .
& later i gg to club again -.-
celebrating steph's birthday
i hope no drunk & hang over( :

2009-10-22T01:15:00.000-07:00

im too lazy to update my blog LOLL
mon went out with mabel
& oh gosh talk abt her, such a friend i have !
called me in the morning 10plus then another one at 12plus waking me up
wanted me to acc her out for gai gai .
FAINTS ! im damn shagg can ?
sun work LEBAR & home ard 5 & slept at 6 BANG WALL !
bo bian she's too irritating :x HAHA
ended upp agree to shop with her
went to collect my laptop at bencoolen , a kuku place to me HAHA
& she managed to bring me to the right place , giving me a yaya face already ><
after that went to have our first meal ard 6plus 7 OMG !

吃饱饱快乐像神仙 LOLL !

after our fish & co we went to one of the novena ktv pub for drink

cannot imagine just 2 person can stay at the pub from 8plus till 2plus gg 3AM !

drank for like 5 bottles of hoegaarden & im high .

it was like WTF !? POOR DRINKER . LOLL

& before tt uncles keep coming to our table xian non stop & even buy us drink _l_

got this irritating china uncle very fcuking touchy

of cos i'll not let him eat our tofu .

he was standing on my left & mabel was on my right

& im sitting with my right leg across my left

leg & keep on shake non stop

just dirty his pants only & shoot him non stop ; i don fcuking care .

just don understand why guys guys guys are so f tico ?

& i gg off for work ler
another happening night again & i hope pauline don get drunk( :

2009-10-20T15:18:00.000-07:00

just reached home from work .
faints . pauline was drunk again !
boss sent us home from LEBAR .
& i realised smth , end of the day the ppl there will start to emo
is either cry out loud or quarrelling ?
oh my fcuking god .
wad's wrong out there ?
really had no idea .
i guess im the most well behave & sober person among them
but also the most dumbest person
can you guys believe ?
i donno really know how to play FIVE TEN
& customer got to teach me how to play .
i'm really 鸟脑 & some of them don wanna play with me JIALAT !!
& YES ! i finally can meet upp boyf later( :
fcuking miss him much .
& finally this time i miss him more than manshe HAHA :x
gonna have sweet dreams now <33

2009-10-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

feeling upset or rather down .
seeing them -[ sharon tham & patrick ] leading a good life
FCUKKKK-UUPPPPP !!!
they don have the right to smile !
i shouldn't be the one who feeling PISS RIGHT ?
the more you guys wanna step on top of me
the more i would want to stand up for myself
let's watch & see fcuking 狗男女 !

2009-10-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

i hope i don scare anyone of you

me without make up at all LOLL !!

we look alike ?

HAHA( :

the mimi eyes couple ❤

2009-10-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

meet chai chin & get our HARD EARN MONEY !
the 12hours of continuous 18days in peony jade selling mooncake

this is to pamper yourself with our hard earn money LOLL !

i know im short can ?

SI CHAI CHIN LOL !

& i look fat standing beside her >.<

2009-10-17T05:38:00.000-07:00

borrowed min er's my face as a practice for some of the make up
the 70s
the 80s
the smoky eyes ..
min er, you really got the skill. keep it up !( :
& one thing i really don understand why the ppl in the past thinks this type of make up look nice
with such a thick eye brown & red thick lipstick

OH MY FCUKING GOD !

I LOOK HORRIBLE WITH THE 70S LOOKS CAN ?

* PLS DON FALL FROM YOUR CHAIR WHEN YOU GUYS SEES THESE >.<

THE 80S LOOKING

at least the 80s look much much more better than the 70s( :

i like this !

CREATIVE SMOKY EYES

I LOVE THIS LAH !

2009-10-17T03:55:00.000-07:00

OMG ! slept at 7am this morning .
met pauline , zhen hui & vincent for supper & movie last night .
watched HALLOWEEN 2 .
no comment . i can say there's no meaning in this show .
bloddy & stabbing all the ppl . FAINTS !
but it's exciting & really makes your heartbeat pump fast !
after movie will be 1plus in the midnight and pauline brought us for a massage near somerset LOL RIGHT ?
30mins legs & 15mins shoulder. SHIOK !
worked for the mooncake got to stand from 10am-10pm, continuous 18 days
those purple vains are coming out. i really will scream !
lucky the mooncake job is over, like a nightmare to me ;x
then met cc & weiheng at mac chill & heading back home with boyf ...

2009-10-14T12:17:00.001-07:00

OMG ! this blog skin is really not EELIN !

pink & white -.- too sweet for me .

but i really got a very hard to do my ideal blog - bird brain i know :x

& i slept 8am this morning im fcuking tired now
worked lebar last night after tat met cc & amilia chill out gossips. HAHA
later still got to work shabu later. FAINTS !

after work gg chill out with pauline & guys( : HAPPY TIME !

& today i can meet boyf . i miss him MUCH ❤

CC YOU MUCT BE HAPPY ALRIGHT !?

SO SWEET!
& i wanna add smth [ suck on the face = laughs & entertainment ]( :